sorry i can't type chinese now. i'm with my bf for half a year, i know we have a lot in common, he is the best man i've ever met. this is a little akward right now. i'm looking for a job now and i have no idea where to work. I should stay around the city i'm in right now for him and his family. But I want to go to another city, coz my favorite company is there. I know this man is the one i'm looking for. but i know future is so unable to plan. and i also know that it's really hard to find someone who is perfect to me.....i love him so much, but future to me seems more attractive. anyway, i shouldn't be so dramatic and overthinking. i should focus on the work now and just be his good girl.